guess what guys and gals....BIG NEWS!!!
first: i fucked my chemistry mark over royally! yay me!......i despise chemistry from the utter depths of my heart....if such darkness exists there :D
second: ive a boyfriend! YAY! im happy, he's a cutie and he treats me good! i spoil him rotten :3
third: ive admitted to being bi. :)
forth: i havent seen my best girl in forever and its truly disappointing :(
fifth: im trying to pay off the car.... doesnt work so well living off 200$/2weeks..... *sigh* gas money...
sixth: ive planned to move out in april, i dont care where i go, i just need to leave! (it may end up tho that i dont go very far, but at least i'll be away from the constrictions of my rents rule and command)
seventh: ive made multiple new friends in the recent weeks and gained a few back to their usual positions, where they dont call me or we dont hang out, but we're 'best best best! friends' and so really nothing changed from loosing them or having them still.... see? it wasnt really a big deal to risk you?
eighth: i found out that DQ makes cotton candy blizzards and they are the MOST AMAZING tasty lil treats ive ever had! ( i love sharing one with my bf every now and then)
ninth: ive realized that if my bf stops smoking i may start cuz im already addicted anyways from childhood... (my rents smoked the same brand <3)
tenth: im reverting back to my old self, the one i thought id lost. my record loving, hippy, healthy nut self, technology addicted, math loving fiend self. i missed me, im slowly going back to gaming and watching my anime (oh btw i may quit hornies and take on PC Bang... sit on facebook and fuck around with the internet for 8 hours of a shift, dealing with lil pervy nerd boys....hmmm.... i think it sounds like a bunch of fun!!!)
eleventh: i hate school, it hates me and we accept that. if i dont go to school it wont make me suffer, we've come to this agreement and agreed upon it happily :D
twelfth: im loosing weight! slowly, but i am! whoopie!
